Oceanic Boundlessness

Anthony, 17, Just another kid. Aspiring alcoholic.

(Source: narcotic)

mmgigsssss-deactivated20110707 asked: thanks anthony that was much needed :D

No problem, teenage sarcasm and a little bit of insight are all I really have going for me so I feel the need to share

Morality is subjective.

Society is black and white. First steps, riding a bike, high school, find a way to waste 40 years or so, have a child to validate your existance and settle for day to day mediocrity.

People ask what we’re trying to prove, what’s the point/logic/reason for our destructive decisions. For all we are doing is hurting ourselves. Proving a point through failure but as a failure the argument has no merit. The thing people miss is that there is no point to make, there is no opposing stance, there is no great doctrine for you to blame this on. We’re just a waste of talent.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see. With eyes wide though, I don’t think I’ll ever be free.

(Source: fuckclub, via thisisthehorrorshow)

I am walking

And I trip on a vine.

I fall through the grass.

Everything is black.

I keep going down.

There is nothing to grab on to.

Your presence is felt. I know your anger.

I know you can’t stop.

I blame you for nothing.

I will continue to fall.

If the bottom doesn’t kill me; By then I may finally have the courage.

I can’t relate.

to anything around me. Friends turn malicious because they can’t accept themselves. Loyalty isn’t real. Eveybody is out for themselves. I just might boil over. Things are going to get destructive very quickly. There is only me.